I have been following your post on facebook. I can feel your pain in the words. Iwhish i had the words to make it better, but there are none. Maybe this verse will bring some comfort. " Thessalonians 13 But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope." I believe you will get to hear again "luvs ya sis"